I’m cracked out on adderall and I’m starting to think weird thoughts.
Is this what going crazy feels like? I can’t get out of my own head!!
I’m about ready for finals to fuck off.
Since Blue Valentine came out awhile ago, one time every year I decide its a good idea to watch it. Then I’m already in too deep when I realize I should have never started watching it. The storyline hurts my heart, but its a necessary hurt that’s accompanied by a dose of reality.
I think it has to do with the fact that my idea and experiences with love have changed so drastically since the first time I watched it. Its like I’m watching a whole different movie every time I see it.
That’s what I crave I think. Altered perspective.
been looking for this gif since this episode came out. yessss.
today is a day where I only listen to Smashing Pumpkins and cuddle with my dog.